Homesick

I see it clearly the small streets and the St. Raphael flats,
I dream daily of my home and wake up daily very upset,
I survive only by the weekend international family chats,
How long can i live here on this shit hollywood set,

Five and a half years i have succesesed here,
Learned from their culture and gained what i needed,
Will i ever leave this hollywood set is my fear,
I am scared the culture might be deeply seeded,

I must get out as soon as poosible to breathe,
The virus has invaded me and i can no longer fight,
But i must fight a little longer i can't concede,
I want to go home towards the light,

Though this is a test of my faith from my lord,
How long can i survive without giving in to the crazies,
I will survive a long time unless i get bored,
At six years i am done so send me some daisies!


by Shane Johnson

Questioning Life

Look pass the reflection,
Go straight for the eyes,
Go through to the soul,
Now stop and stare,
Stare and stare,
find it and grasp it,
keep it mentally,
spiritually and eternally,
let go physically,
sit down and breathe,
Now what the hell are you waiting for?


by Shane Johnson